There are people who I was good friends with not two months ago who now hardly talk to me, and I'd say it's just show alliances fading, but the "group" I was a part of is still a "group," just without me. I just really realized it today. I don't think I'm a bad friend. I'm not. Everything that's happened inside of my head for the past two months has done something to the way I affect the world around me that I'm not seeing.
Sometimes I wish things were very different.
Also, Ludo. Rock on, geeky angsty boys. Rock on.
The battle is just beginning. I hear you on all of it. I'm finding my way back to myself as well and that path is a lonely one to hoe. Keep on.
ReplyDeleteThe Artist formerly known as M.A.
HOLY SHIT!!! YOU COMMENTED ON MINE AND I DIDN'T EVEN KNOW UNTIL AFTER I READ YOURS. We are Force Sensitive indeed.
ReplyDelete